The Fossil
Alicia walked into my middle school art classroom 20 years ago and gifted me with this tiny stone. “I found it outside, Mrs. Weintraub, and I’m fairly certain that it’s a fossil. I knew you’d like to have it.” After gushing over it (not exaggerating) I told her how much I loved it and that I would keep it always. I then asked her to write her name on it. Her name is still there. I told her I would keep it always and whenever I looked at it, I would pray for her.
Fossils are interesting. By definition, they are the remains or impression of something preserved in petrified form. By implication, fossilized humans are resistant to change. I retired from the art classroom last year. Since then, one of my goals has been to avoid becoming a petrified fossil. I want to keep moving, keep creating, keep thinking, and remain open to new ideas and new ways I can leave a positive imprint. If I stop and start considering that what I have done for others is enough, or worse, stop moving because I’m petrified of change, the viability of everything I touch will become fossilized too. Fossils are evidence of a past life. Alicia is now a research scientist and a mommy. I hope she knows I still have the fossil and that I still pray for her when I look at it. But now it also reminds me to keep moving forward.